Jonas, at the following evening after his dream about Fiona
Dear diary,
last night I had a really mysterious dream.
First I dreamed about my volunteer hours I had last Monday with Fiona, a cute, little girl I know since I was born.
She is so canny and judicious and I always have so much fun with her because she's amusing, too.
And she looks just wonderfull! I... I really like her.
But back to my dream... like I already said at first it was a kind of a dèjá vu but then everything turned out different.
Suddenly we have been in a diverse room.
She stood a little bit in front of me, just covered by a haze, allocating with her back to me and looking at me over her shoulder.
A mysterious feeling arised my body.
A feeling I never felt before, but I affected it.
I imperative wanted to approach her and as I went the first steps she dropped the haze to the bottom.
Thereon I awoke and my heart was raving, I breathed hectically and I was soaked with sweat.
I was afraid owing to the dream because it's forbidden to look at the naked body from other people of the community and I had such a requirement to see and to touch her!
I was really assuaged that it was over, but as I noticed that I'll have to tell my parents about it I felt a chill shiver arising me.
Furthermore I couldn't sleep the whole night.
At the subsequent beakfast I had to tell my family about this dream but I didn't know how to explain it.
I didn't even know myself what has happened.
So after a while I just reported it expecting to get a chastisement because of the dream, but as I had finished talking my parents refered me that it's normal to have those dreams, feelings and suddenly arising requirements.
I couldn't believe, what I was hearing.
It should be normal to have feelings, which totally doesn't conform to the rules of the community?!
It was badly horrify to me and I had to think about it the complete day but I still can't retrace it!
Maybe I will tomorrow... I hope so because now I am shaked to the core!
I'm going to sleep currently to recover from this incident.